301010 - CHEGA.

Você quer tudo o que é ou já foi meu.
Você quer me destruir.
Você quer a minha felicidade.
Você nunca a terá.
Você será sempre vazia. Vazia.
Como sempre foi.
Suma.
Suma da minha vida.
Saia daqui, SAIA!

281010 - If I fell...

If I Fell
The Beatles

Composição: John Lennon / Paul McCartney

If I fell in love with you,
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand?

'Cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holdin' hands.

If I give my heart
To you,
I must be sure
From the very start
That you
Would love me more than her.

If I trust in you
Oh, please,
Don't run and hide.
If I love you too
Oh, please,
Don't hurt my pride like her

'Cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I
Would be sad if our new love
Was in vain.

So I hope you see
That I
Would love to love you
And that she
Will cry
When she learns we are two

'Cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I
Would be sad if our new love
Was in vain.

So I hope you see
That I
Would love to love you
And that she
Will cry
When she learns we are two.
If I fell in love with you.

yesm she will cry... she IS crying...

=/

271010 - Horóscopo.

Quanto de sua liberdade você vai perder numa parceria? E que conversas podem ser honestas quando você tem o pé plantado tão atrás? São mágoas antigas, ressentimentos eternos que pedem transformação. Informe-se sobre isso.

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Pessoas de seu passado podem bater novamente em sua porta. Procure recebê-las bem e ouça o que elas têm para dizer a você. Em poucos dias você conseguirá promover ações mais eficazes em sua carreira e vida pessoal.

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Oi?

251010 - 1

Cada vez tenho mais certeza de que ele acreditava que nós voltariamos a namorar sem maiores dificuldades... Idiota.

E como eu fiquei infantil. Deus... Ainda bem que estou melhorando.

141010 - Dancing With Myself - Billy Idol

On the floor of Tokyo
Or down in London town to go, go
With the record selection
With the mirror reflection
I'm dancing with myself

When there's no-one else in sight
In the crowded lonely night
Well I wait so long
For my love vibration
And I'm dancing with myself

Oh dancing with myself
Oh dancing with myself
Well there's nothing to lose
And there's nothing to prove
I'll be dancing with myself

If I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But your empty eyes
Seem to pass me by
Leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
And I'll be dancing with myself

Oh dancing with myself
Oh dancing with myself
Well there's nothing to lose
And there's nothing to prove
I'll be dancing with myself

If I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But your empty eyes
Seem to pass me by
Leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
And I'll be dancing with myself

Oh dancing with myself
Oh dancing with myself
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance

(Scat)

Dancing with myself
Dancing with myself
Dancing with myself
Dancing with myself

If I looked all over the world
And there's every type of girl
But your empty eyes
Seem to pass me by
Leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
'Cause it'll give me time to think
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
And I'll be dancing with myself

Oh dancing with myself
Oh dancing with myself
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance
If I had the chance
I'd ask the world to dance

141010 - Reflexões.

Eu preciso das pessoas mais do que elas precisam de mim.
Preciso aprender a não precisar delas.

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"I know you feel lonely, but you're not alone."

How do I feel? I don't know.
Most of the time I've been feeling lonely and alone.
You guys don't need me anymore. Probably because I don't need you either...
Is it some kind of freedom? Is it good? Is it bad? Is it sad?
What does friendship mean to me now? Nothing? Something? Everything?
What I told them wasn't true?
Every second that passes I feel more like an outsider...
I am not really different. But I am different.
No man can heal these scars. For now. Someday... who knows...
No friend can change this. Only I can.
I'm the only one I have. I'm the only one I should trust.
The problem is: I can betray myself, I can ruin myself.
Living isn't easy. But I just can't give up... Maybe someday this storm will end.
Life is hard. Sometimes it's fun... now it's not fun.
Most of the time I've been feeling like I'm a loser. I don't want to be.
Friends bring me up and down. I don't know if they're the best I can have.
Really, I don't know. Maybe I should give up on them. Let them be. Let them go.
Somehow it could set me free.
Lately I've been spending so much time by myself that I got used to this...
loneliness...
It's not painful to be like this as it was before.
I don't have to make people laugh, I don't have to talk, I don't have to pretend, I don't have to be careful.
Loneliness is not bad.
But the best is solitude. Being with myself, thinking. I love it...
Who knows...


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141010 - HORÓSCOPO 2

Sensação de urgência tende a invadir o sagitariano agora -
mudança lunar levanta problemas e obriga a escolhas difíceis envolvendo dinheiro e projetos futuros.
Pode haver o rompimento com um amigo por diferença de opinião.

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Engraçado, sinto que isso já aconteceu.

141010 - JYJ

Album deles até que é agradável.
E O QUE FIZERAM COM MEU "OMGSUN!"? O_O
YEAAAAAAAH. Fuck yeah, Junsu. He's improved English~!
Yeah, honey, you can soar. <3

141010 - HORÓSCOPO.

Suas finanças devem ser mobilizadas positivamente nesta fase, especialmente durante as próximas duas semanas.
Um amor do passado pode estar pensando em uma forma de chegar mais perto de você.
Fique atento.

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Tá. Tá bom. Se o horóscopo acertar, vai ser muito foda. MESMO. =O

131010 - TTL

TTL (Time To Love)


Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
Perhaps I´ll see you, so I´m wearing the clothes you bought me
And I cut my hair short like you used to like it
To pass by the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there
I still have the same phone number
Thinking maybe you´ll look for me again, my house is the same
In my mini hompy I just have the songs we used to listen together
Thinking maybe you´ll look and you´ll come back again
We still can´t forget
We still wan each other
We´re still in love
Separated, honestly I miss you
I miss you like crazy
I´ll wait for you no matter what, I´ll wait for you til the end
I stop to think, I´m standing still
Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
Thinking that maybe I´ll see you, and if I see you in my heart will tremble
Thinking that my heart will sink and you´ll see me dry and wrenched
To avoid the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there
I already changed my phone number
Maybe I will keep thinking of you so I moved houses
But in my mouth there are still words unsaid
Thinking maybe you´ll look and you´ll come back again
Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
I want to tell you to start again
But I can´t hear you nor see you even though I´m looking for you
Soaked by the pouring rain
I´m going to the place where we first met
I feel so pathetic
There´s still a warm spot in my heart for you
You can bear it
Therefore I will be able to bear too
But it will be so hard, I loved you so much
Even though I tried really hard, I can´t help it
Thinking that perhaps I´ll see you by chance
And you will look at me
In front of the mirror I wipe my tears
Thinking maybe you will come (Thinking maybe you will come to me)
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
I want to tell you to start again


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pois é, escreveram essa música pra mim.

131010 - 1

Cada dia tenho mais certeza de que nunca vou superar isso.
Nunca vou te esquecer.

131010 - passado.

Não sei o que pensar.
Palavras de carinho...
argh... ainda me machucam...
foi tudo mentira?
tudo acabou tão rápido assim?
era tão fraco o sentimento?

Acabou. É isso.
Acabou. Não tem outra explicação: era fraco.
Entretanto, intenso. Totalmente contraditório.
Por quê? Por quê?
Desapareçam, sentimentos!

111010 - #np Fly - Epik High

Fly
translation by: Yoonie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Isn’t it tough? (It’s tough) The cruel world
Will laugh at you behind your back
In front of the mirror ki gook ko
You’ll have to support yourself
Don’t know where to go
With one mistake, everything else will be lost
When your head is down, fold your hands
Spread your wings, you can fly
It’s morning when you open your eyes
The compass heads you toward the same direction
In this confident world around you
It’s not easy to kneel down and rest
Don’t forget what made you want this old dream
Elegant two arms, spread your wings, you can fly

You can fly (No matter anyone says)
Higher (I won’t ever)
Then the birds in the sky (Give up on my dream)
You can fly (No matter anyone says)
Higher (I won’t ever)
Then the birds in the sky (Give up on my dream)
Fly (My Baby) No matter what the world says
Fly, fly, get em up high,
No matter what anyone says, go go
Fly (My Baby) Even if love leaves you behind
Fly, fly get em up high...
Fly, even if you’ve got nothing
You Can Fly, even if love abruptly leave you behind
You Can Fly, even when you’re suffocating from pain
You Can Fly You got to fly sky high!

When you open your eyes, there may not be any light
You may be a long distance away from your dream
It’s still hard to rest and breathe living my way
I turned away from reality
And still haven’t what I’ve been looking for
Don’t let a love you couldn’t receive
Bring you down, never die
Spread your wings, let’s go everybody, fly!

You can fly (No matter anyone says)
Higher (I won’t ever)
Then the birds in the sky (Give up on my dream)
You can fly (No matter anyone says)
Higher (I won’t ever)
Then the birds in the sky (Give up on my dream)
Fly (My Baby) No matter what the world says
Fly, fly, get em up high,
No matter what anyone says, go go
Fly (My Baby) Even if love leaves you behind
Fly, fly get em up high...

A lifetime dream being erased by sighs
Doors I’ve opened many times
I notice false hope when I open my eyes
Clean out the dust from every corner
Just as I thought, I’m a suitable competitor
Slowly I’ll make progress, why give up my dream?
Stay on firm ground and look far
Darker the night, brighter the stars will shine

111010 - Eu e minha boca grande.

É. Falei besteira. Mais uma vez.
Felizmente, acho que ainda dá tempo de esclarecer as coisas.

051010 - 1. Passado.

Quanto mais me lembro do passado, mais raiva tenho.
Como o amor nos cega. Sinto-me completamente idiota.